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In writing there is a permanence.  Permanence being human, though at initial glance not.  Thoughts are strictly temporary.  Things can be noted and written to be set aside for later viewing but your constantly moving towards something.  Revision>  There are ideas that there are answers, which there may be, but none that i've found to be sustaining.  Even if the writing is about the idiocy of permanence, it still seems tragically useless.  Perhaps the focus shouldn't be on the acquisition of answers but finding the right question.  Currently, I think the perfect question is the only valiant concept.  So much can be attributed to human folly, like the idea of an answer, or an answer worth telling someone else.  The mind is a weapon more akin to defeat the body it is connected to.  To think an idea or multiple ideas are important enough to have the sustaining power to be written down, one must have assurance they are correct.  It's a consciousness of truth's or lack of rules that brings these current meditations.  A written word is only useful to another not the author.  To slow down ideas so as to capture them in time on a page is to lose potential questions or ideas.  I could never wish for my conscious mind to be written although that is precisely what this is.  The mind is embarrassing and hopeless.  Also, to be conscious of a future, how could you want to be in the current space of now if now was the second I wrote this...It's a fuck all.  The mind is a constant revision.